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WELCOME TO DAN'Z ZITE.
'Your the candles that burn in the night, yes you are a shinning light'
Ash, Shinning Light.
'All I was looking for was the freshness of a lavender scented tinder box'
Dan Carter, 2003.
'I, I'm a one-way motorway, I the world that drives away and follows your back home'.
Foo Fighters, Times like These.
'It's times like these you learn to live again, It's times like these you give and give again,
It's times like these you learn to love again,
It's times like these, time and time again'
Foo Fighters, Times like These.
As I Raise The Rottern Hand That Is Mine
I Pound It Through The wood And Break Free
I Find My Self In Another World
A World Free And Happy, Healthy And Living
A Boy Asks, How?, How Did You Die?
I Reply With Great Honer, In War My Lad, In War.
I Jump Backwards, Scared, As The Boy Spits At Me
I Walk Through This Land, Land Of Hope And Glory
Till I Reach A Place Of Light.
A Brighty Light Man Blinds Me.
I Ask Him, 'Where Am I?'
He Replys, 'Welcome To Earth Daniel'
It Took I A While To Get You Back.
You Were Living In Hell.
Dan Carter 2003
*Time To Rant*
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Bad Guys Aren't Bad
Bad Guys Aren't Bad
There Just Me
Living A Life Of Misery
Not Noticing, Not Noticing
At All, At All
Where They Are, What There Living
Emotions Just Leave Them (Their Happy Now)
THEN!
Out Of A Blue + Scarlet Light
YOU! Appear (Your Not Like The Rest)
Different, Something You Do
Emotions Are Back (yeh yeh yeh)
Am I In Love, Now I'm Scared
You've Scared Me (No-one Gets This)
I HAVE to Run, HAVE to Run (run run run)
Don't Want To Hurt (but its what I do)
You Brought Me Back From The Dead (DAM you)
I Liked Death, No pain, No torture.
I'm Sorry
I Don't Mean To Cause You Pain
But In My World
I Come Frist (I come first)
So I Have To Run (die)
In This World (this world)
You Can't Have Emotion (too much pain)
Unless You Are Sure The Right Person (RIGHT person)
Is With You To Help.
This Is A World Of Pain
Everyone Is Insaine
Happyness Is Just An Illusion
Filled With Sadness + Confusion
(sadness + confusion)
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*Time To Rant*
Dan Carter March 2003
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Updates of Life
03/10/02 21:58 Talking is Safe.
03/10/02 22:58 Welsh Radio Rules.
04/10/02 07:34 Gene's Day was Today.
04/10/02 12:53 Ade Crys Too Much.
07/10/02 07:51 Getting Drunk and Staying up all Night with Your Mates Rules.
08/10/02 21:53 The Mind Likes to Play Tricks.
17/10/02 21:22 Emma Cummings is Fit and Safe.
20/10/02 20:18 Friendship is Sanctuary.
25/10/02 17:03 Do Coursework on Time.
25/10/02 22:38 Holloween Partys Kick Ass.
25/10/02 23:13 Phayme's Lush.
26/10/02 09:45 Avoiding Past Loves Always Fails.
26/10/02 09:58 Huw has Arrived.
03/11/02 22:13 The 1st Week After a Holiday Always Feels Dodgy.
16/11/02 20:34 A Week Ago Ade Gray Cryed at 1 of the Best Partys Ever and it was His Party.
27/11/02 21:13 The Foo Fighters Rule Live.
29/11/02 23:13 Peru is Going to Rule.
30/11/02 16:18 An Arcade Game Called Tumblepop Rules.
18/12/02 21:06 Mock Exams are Hard.
20/12/02 23:31 Small Numbers are Cool.
30/12/02 21:26 Women Cloud Your Mind.
03/02/03 22:10 Life Chucks Women in Your Face. The Trick is To Catch The Right One. And Realise it.
11/02/03 17:40 Trust Forms Relationships. If Theres No Trust Theres No Relationship.
04/03/03 16:03 I Love A Girl That I Hurt. I Regret The Way I've Treated Her And Now I'm Paying The Price.
04/03/03 16:05 1 Year Anniversary Of My Diary.
15/03/03 21:42 Life Goes On. And After A Extremly Hard Time, Life Can Start To Look Good Again.
18/03/03 20:10 The Denial Is Over, My Demon Is Defeated. I Am In Love. I Can't Denai. I Miss Her. I Can't Be Pushed Away.
20/03/03 20:11 'How Does She Feel About Me?' That I Need To Know.
22/03/03 15:58 Wales 24 : 25 Ireland. So Close, Yet So Far. Stephen Jones Man Of The Match!!!!! Best Game Of 6 Nations So Far!!!!!!!
26/03/03 17:41 Confusion Comes In Many Forms. She Is One Of Them.
05/04/03 00:31 B-Haven YHA Rules!
06/04/03 01:14 1 B-Haven Girl Are Fit!
06/04/03 08:20 Will Hine Is A Knob!
08/04/03 17:03 Should I Stay? Or Should I Go?
16/04/03 10:28 Where Do I Go From This Point?
18/04/03 11:08 Help!
23/04/03 10:48 Good Things Come To Those That Wait
23/04/03 10:49 Life Is Great
23/04/03 10:50 Time To Look To The Future My Friend
14/05/03 10:18 'Your All I Want, Your All I Need, Your Everything, Your Everything'
06/06/03 10:50 Everythings perfect, depression is over, time to start new
06/06/03 10:51 Site finished new site being made soon.
10/06/03 09:`5 My New Site Is Opened. www.lifeasitisknownindanzstrangeworld.4t.com
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Welcome To Life. As It Is.
AS John walked up through the park to the entrance of the newly built estate he began to feel his sense of the night. To the blank mind this would seem any normal Cold, Welsh, Cloud-Ridden night. But John's mind was not blank, it was restless.
Dan Carter,2002.
Friendship is Sanctuary.
Dan Carter,2002.
I dare do all that may become a man.
- Macbeth.
- Act 1, Scene 7.
- Line 46.
What do you do when you meet a girl whos perfect in everyway, sexy, good personality, fun. But when you try and tell her how you feel, she does nothing.
Dan Carter,2002.
John's restless mind plagued him with his own thoughts. He had finished crossing the motorway bridge and was out of the car driven wind. He dropped what was left of his fag and stepped on it. John knew smoking was killing him, espacally at 15, but the way life had beaten him recently, made him carry on.
Dan Carter,2002.
Regret. The Most Hated Word There Is. A Word I Am To Familia With.
'You Can Tell The Sun In His Jealous Sky That We Walked In Fields Of Gold'
Sting - Fields Of Gold
'Everbodys Got Their Problems, Every Body Says The Same Thing To You, Its Just A Matter Of How You Solve Them, And Knowing How To Change The Things You've Been Through'
Sum41 - Hell Song
'I Feel I've Come To Realise, How Fast Life Can Be Conprimised'
Sum41 - Hell Song
As I Walk This Land Of Broken Dreams, I Have Visions Of Many Things, Happyness Is Just An Illusion, Filled With Sadness And Confusion.
Joe Cocker - What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted
'What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted'
Realisation. Does It Exsist. I'm Afraid To Admit It Does.
Randomisation. Does It Exsist. I'm Too Afraid To Contomplate It Exsisting.
I Know I've Got To Find Some Kind Of Piece Of Mind.
In This Endless Cycle Of Illusion Flowing Through The Blood Of Mother Earth Who Breaths Into Us The Worldly Exsistance We Call Life. Do We Look For The Freshness Of A Lavender Scented Tinder Box, Or Do We Explore The Box And What It Portrays?
Dan Carter 2003
'I'm Fine With This Situation. I Can Cope'. He Repeated Many Hundreds Of Times In Onw Weekend. 'I Must Do What Is Best. I Don't Count In This'. John Was Stuck In This Cycle Of Illusion, Blinded By Everything He Had Done, Lost. He Sat On THe Cold Hard Bench That Stood There Outside His Local Shop. He Thought, He Lied, To Himself. He Was Going Mad, Finally Cracked, So He Thought. But Thats What Love Does To People, John Is no Exception.
He Pulled Out A Pack Of Red Band, Then Removed A Cigartte And A Lighter. Set Aflame The Stick That Kills Him In More Ways Than One. John Now Confronts What His Life Now Is. Confusing, Lost, Scary, Sad, Gone. This Is All John Can See. As Far As He Realises, No Cares About Him Or What He Does. She Doesn't Give A Dam, She Doesn't Miss Him, Not One Bit, She Got Another Straight After Johns Mistake. She Doesn't Give A Shit.
These Little Bitching Sessions About Her In His Mind Never Lasted Long. He Could Never Be Mad At Her. She Ment Everything To Him. He Loved Her. What could He Do?
So John Sat, Cold And Alone, Slowly Killing His Lungs, And Himself. He Sat Confused And Lonely.
Dan Carter 2003
Cup Of Tea?
Just A Normal Brand Spanking New Day
Dan Carter 2003
'Pissing The Night Away'
Chumbawhumba - I Get Knocked Down
'Shoot An Apple Of My Head'
Coldplay - Clocks
'Good Things Come To Those Who Wait'
Guiness
John Now Lays On His Bed, Restless, Scared, Happy. All Of A Sudden John Was Now In A Perfect World, Pulled By The Arm, Out Of The Depths Of Hell. A Great Strength Had Freed Him, Forgiven Him, For Him Sins. Now The Lungs No Longer Die, But Breath The Fresh Air Of Life. John Gets Up, Thinks And Realises Everything That He Has Learnt. John Will NEVER Make The Same Mistakes Again, John Can't Make The Same Mistakes Again.
So John Now Leaves His House, His Shelter And Makes His Way Along A sun Struck Pave To A Greenhouse Not Far From His Home. He Walks Through Sliding Doors, Past Compost Heaps With A Spring In His Step. Passes Old Friends Dishing Out, Washing Up. And Picks Up A Wrap Of Fresh, Beautiful White Roses. He Wanted Red Or Yelloe, But This Dam Shop Had Run Out. John Smiled At The Checkout Lady And Handed Over A Crisp £5 Note. A Click Of Machinery, A Chink Of Money And John Was On His Way. Dancing (Not Lituratly) Through the Rugby Club Field He Pruned The Roses. They Had To Imaculate For The Lady That Had Pulled Him From The Depths Of Hell.
The Sun Shines Down, Blinding John, Warming John And He Is Happy. He Wanders Through The Farmyard, Calls A Cat, Strokes A Dog And Jumps Onto A Bridge. Balancing, He Jumps Across A Pipe And Over A Gate.
'Your All I Want, Your All I Need, Your Everything, Your Everything'
Lifehouse - Everything
'I'm Falling Even More In Love With You, Letting Go Of all I've Held On To, I'm Standing Here unTill You Make Me Move, I'm Hanging By A Moment Here With You'
Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment
Raphs Bit
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